I’m so angry I’m frustrated I’m not good enough I hate who I am My children deserve better than me I destroy every relationship I have I hate myself I hate myself I wish I wasn’t here My girls are better off without me I’m angry that my husband doesn’t see me, doesn’t see my…… Continue reading Thought Process
Sometimes when music is on, a song reaches out and demands to be heard and even though you have never heard the song before, you already seem to know every single word. Today, from Ed Sheeran, it was “Save Myself”. I gave all my oxygen to people that could breathe I gave away my money…… Continue reading Save Myself
I have hidden my anxiety and depression from everyone I know. I’ve always been the outgoing funny friend. The one that doesn’t get offended, the one with no filter and a steady stream of sarcasm that says “fuck” a lot. I’m not serious very often, so when I am, it’s not taken seriously. There are a…… Continue reading When light comes through the cracks.
Tonight, I am simply feeling so broken.
Sometimes I find it hard to get up and move. The weight of what I’m carrying around feels too heavy and all I want to do is curl up and…do nothing. I woke up this morning with a horrific headache, irritated eyes, and a sore throat. We are currently in the middle of the worst…… Continue reading On the Verge
It’s only Tuesday and it has already been a painfully long week. I’m having a piña colada for the first time in years. I don’t usually do foo-foo drinks but I’ll admit, it tastes great. This past weekend was a little rough. I went for a long hike in Glacier National Park on Sunday that…… Continue reading Piña Colada O’Clock