Thought Process

  • I’m so angry
  • I’m frustrated
  • I’m not good enough
  • I hate who I am
  • My children deserve better than me
  • I destroy every relationship I have
  • I hate myself
  • I hate myself
  • I wish I wasn’t here
  • My girls are better off without me
  • I’m angry that my husband doesn’t see me, doesn’t see my pain
  • I argue over every little thing
  • I hate my life
  • I hate living here
  • I’m hurting
  • I want a hug
  • I want to be left alone
  • I want just ONE fucking person to tell me they care
  • I want a vacation
  • I want to get out of this fucking state
  • I want my girls to be happy
  • I’m not good for them
  • I’m hurting them
  • I’m breaking them
  • I destroy everything
  • I’m so tired

One thought on “Thought Process

  1. My mother felt the same way for years and finally told me. Finally accepted it herself. My parents are getting divorced and she is fixing herself. Hang in there, I can tell you love your daughters. The best you is the best for them.

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