Thought Process

  • I’m so angry
  • I’m frustrated
  • I’m not good enough
  • I hate who I am
  • My children deserve better than me
  • I destroy every relationship I have
  • I hate myself
  • I hate myself
  • I wish I wasn’t here
  • My girls are better off without me
  • I’m angry that my husband doesn’t see me, doesn’t see my pain
  • I argue over every little thing
  • I hate my life
  • I hate living here
  • I’m hurting
  • I want a hug
  • I want to be left alone
  • I want just ONE fucking person to tell me they care
  • I want a vacation
  • I want to get out of this fucking state
  • I want my girls to be happy
  • I’m not good for them
  • I’m hurting them
  • I’m breaking them
  • I destroy everything
  • I’m so tired

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